Not the usual hoopla

Day 99

Hooray – we’ve reached double digits in our countdown!

Last night I watched the Milwaukee Bucks get a good beating (they lost by nearly 30 points) at the hands of the Orlando Magic. It was a basketball game, for those of you who might be no-so-literate regarding sports. It was kind of a yawner of an event, but we got half-price tickets, so I guess we just paid for the first half, which was the one in which the Bucks were actually competitive.

Halftime shows at pro basketball games tend to be loud, annoying, overly-exciting, and/or full of scantily clad women dancing in ways that make me want to contemplate the architectural structure of the Bradley Center rafters for the duration. This is why I was pleasantly surprised with what happened during halftime last night:

Several dozen Army recruits marched out to center court. We were asked to stand in respect. They were sworn in as soldiers. We applauded our appreciation for their service to our country. They threw some t-shirts to the crowd. They marched off. We sat down.

That was it. That was the halftime show. I was slightly stunned. One of my friends described it as sobering. I agree – it reminded me that we are a country at war. There are men and women in Iraq and around the world fighting for our very freedom to enjoy a basketball game in peace and safety.

I am grateful for these newly-minted soldiers. In essence, they are signing up to fight this war for us; a war that is apparently becoming less and less popular by the day. That takes guts and conviction.

So, thank you to all you who have served or are serving in our military. And thank you, Milwaukee Bucks, for a halftime show about something that really matters.

Onward.

Spiritual Vitamins for Believers, Part 15:

  1. Christ has made me free, free indeed (John 8:32-36; Gal. 5:1; 1 Cor. 7:22).
  2. Jesus Christ is my Deliverer (Rom. 7:24-25).
  3. I am free from sin (Rom. 6:7,18,22).
  4. The law of the Spirit of Life has made me free from the law of sin and death (Rom. 8:2).
  5. I am God’s servant or slave (Rom. 6:22).
  6. I am Christ’s servant or slave (1 Cor. 7:22).
  7. I am a servant or slave of righteousness (Rom. 6:18).
  8. I have been called unto liberty (Gal. 5:13).
  9. I have the mind of Christ (1 Cor. 2:16).
  10. I have a sound mind (2 Tim. 1:7).

personal responsibility? Nah . . .

Day 100

Pearls Before Swine is fast becoming one of my favorite comic strips, mostly because of installments like today’s:

Today's Comic

I do miss the daily FoxTrot, though, and I’ve never quite gotten over the loss of Calvin & Hobbes. Sigh.

Onward.

Spiritual Vitamins for Believers, Part 14:

  1. I am faultless in Christ (Eph. 5:27; Col. 1:22; Jude 24).
  2. I am perfected forever (Heb. 10:14).
  3. I am not my own (1 Cor. 6:19).
  4. I am called unto holiness (1 Thess. 4:7).
  5. I am a citizen of heaven (Phil. 3:20).
  6. I am a stranger and pilgrim who is not at home in this world (Heb. 11:13; 1 Pet. 2:11).
  7. I have been translated into the kingdom of the Son of His love (Col. 1:13).
  8. I am circumcised in my heart (Col. 2:11; Phil 3:3; compare Deut. 10:16).
  9. My faithful God will sanctify me wholly (1 Thess. 5:23-24).
  10. My faithful God will keep me from evil (2 Thess. 3:3; 2 Tim. 4:18).

soap bubble beards

Day 101

As today is Resurrection Day, I called home for a little chat. My sister, Emily (in the 1.5 minutes I talked to her), told me about the time when she was babysitting where an episode of dishwashing with the kids eventually led to the creation of soap bubble beards. Remember those? I always loved it when Mom would put them on me or my younger siblings when we were little – I really got a kick out of looking in the mirror at my old man face.

Onward.

Julie & I sang in church again this morning – another song of God’s amazing love for us, with William Rees’ original words slightly altered to fit the occasion of Christ’s GLORIOUS resurrection.

Here is love, vast as the ocean,
Lovingkindness as a flood,
When the Prince of Life, our Ransom,
Shed for us His precious blood.
Who His love will not remember?
Who can cease to sing His praise?
He can never be forgotten,
Throughout Heav’n’s eternal days.

On the mount of crucifixion,
Fountains opened deep and wide;
From the floodgates of God’s mercy
Flowed a vast and gracious tide.
Grace and love, like mighty rivers,
Poured incessant from above,
And Heav’n’s peace and perfect justice
Kissed a guilty world in love.

On the third day Christ arose/He had conquered death and sin/And he gives eternal life/To all those who trust in him/He alone will be my glory/Nothing in the world I see/He has cleansed and sanctified me/He alone has set me free.

Christ is risen! 

peanut stew

Day 102

I visited Africa for a couple hours last night with a classmate and her family. It was lovely to find a homey place at The African Hut in downtown Milwaukee, away from this wintry intrusion into early spring. Our waiter was apparently also the owner; a laid-back Nigerian whose English twirled gracefully from his lips as he told us what we would like to eat if our original choice seemed unsuitable.

My dish took me back to a meal I’d eaten in Uganda: the tasty rice, the thick savory peanuty gravy, the tender chicken. OK, the chicken last night was a lot more tender.

The service was slow, the atmosphere relaxed and inordinately hospitable by American standards. We even received a free dessert to share, brought out with a cheery “Happy Easter!”

The first step outside afterwards reminded me of where I really was, but for those couple of hours, it sure felt like Africa. 

It sure felt like home.

Onward.

Spiritual Vitamins for Believers, Part 13

  1. My inward man is being renewed day by day (2 Cor. 4:16).
  2. I have put on Christ (Gal. 3:27).
  3. I am not of the world (John 17:14,16).
  4. The world is crucified unto me (Gal. 6:14).
  5. I am crucified unto the world (Gal. 6:14).
  6. I am separated unto the gospel of God (Rom. 1:1).
  7. I am set apart and sanctified in Christ Jesus (1 Cor. 1:2; 6:11; Heb. 10:10; Jude 1).
  8. I am holy (Col. 3:12; Heb. 3:1; 1 Pet. 2:9; Rev. 20:6).
  9. I am clothed in His righteousness (Rev. 19:8).
  10. I am a saint (1 Cor. 1:2; Phil. 1:1; Col. 1:2; Rom. 1:7).

The oddness of a break

Day 103

You know when you are on a break, and you get all confused about which day it is? You sleep and wake up at weird times, you lose all sense of normalcy, and the time on the clock never feels right.

Much as I like days off, I can’t handle too many of them in a row. I really do like routine and structure. I like doing things, being busy (in a I-have-enough-to-do-but-I’m-not-overwhelmed-with-craziness kind of busy, which is a busy hard to find). Guess it’s a good thing I don’t have off that often. I work at the library every day of the week, and of course I’ve always got the daily school stuff going on.

So when the library is closed and I don’t have anything really pressing for school or clinic, I feel strange, like there’s something I’m forgetting to do. (That reminds me – I need to pay my credit card bill. Like right now.)

Today was that way. It’s a Friday. Felt like Saturday. I slept in, had a good talk with a friend on the phone, putzed around, watched a movie, did a little homework – I couldn’t help myself. It was nice. I really needed the break.

Still, I’m kinda looking forward to Monday. I got things to do.

Onward.

Spiritual Vitamins for Believers, Part 12:

  1. I am delivered from the law (Rom. 7:6).
  2. I am not under the law but under grace (Rom. 6:14).
  3. I have God’s laws written in my heart (Heb. 10:16).
  4. I am joined to Jesus Christ (Rom. 7:4).
  5. I am a partaker of Christ (Heb. 3:14).
  6. I am identified with Christ in His suffering (2 Tim. 2:12; Phil. 1:29; 1 Pet. 2:20; 4:12-13; 1 Thess. 3:3; Rom. 8:18; Col. 1:24).
  7. The knowledge of God is made known by me (2 Cor. 2:14).
  8. The savor (aroma) of Christ is made known by me (2 Cor. 2:15-16).
  9. I am an epistle of Christ (2 Cor. 3:3).
  10. I am being changed into Christ’s glorious image (2 Cor. 3:18).
  11. I am being perfected (Phil. 1:6).

Irritations and other ribblings

Day 104

Clinician: “When you write all messy, what’s that called?”

Little Client: “You . . . you . . . (pause before lightbulb goes on) you ribble.”

So I guess I’m ribbling. Right now my life feels very ribbly. I’m grouchy. I’m irritated by my co-workers, my clinic responsibilities, and the fact that the group study rooms are locked when they should be open.

Maybe I didn’t get enough sleep last night. Maybe I got up on the wrong side of the bed.Maybe I’m just giving my sin nature the rein it shouldn’t have. I have a feeling that the last option is the correct option. Actually, I know it is. I have a choice – to react in my flesh to what’s going on, or respond in a manner that will be pleasing to the Lord.

Life in this world will never run out of irritations or messy situations. These trials, whatever their size, are opportunities for growth, for relying on the Lord’s strength and not my own. The “ribblings” of life can be a source of true joy as I reflect on the One who solved my biggest problem when he died on the cross and rose again.

James 1:2-4 Consider it all joy, my brethren, when you encounter various trials, knowing that the testing of your faith produces endurance. And let endurance have its perfect result, so that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing. (NAS)

“A blustery day in the hundred acre wood”

Day 105

I heard a meterologist say that this morning, and it is indeed true. It’s 28 degrees, with 30 mph sustained winds, a 14 degree windchill and flurries. Last week we hit 80 degrees. Must be spring in Milwaukee.

Currently I am at work standing beside a man (a very big rugby player man) in a pink bunny suit. . . I’m guessing that’s another sign of spring in Milwaukee?

Onward.

It’s important to remember the Lord is interested in the details of our life. Yes, I know he cares about the big things – occupations, schools, marriage (or lack thereof), places to live, the church we go to, but he also has the hairs of our heads numbered. He cared about mildew in the Old Testament. He cares about the details.

Including contacts.

I really needed new contacts a couple weeks ago. I ordered them up, and because my eyes have such awful astigmatism, they had special order them. Which took a while. Then there was the minor credit card issue. When they finally sent them, they FedExed them overnight, which they thought would make it more convenient for me after the long wait. It wasn’t. I always order stuff to come by USPS because I’m rarely home when FedEx or UPS stops by. And the buzzer in my apartment doesn’t work.

When Monday afternoon rolled around, I was frustrated. My old contacts were bugging me and I had missed the FedEx guy, so now I would have to find someone to drive me over to the FedEx place to pick up my contacts. It wasn’t that big a deal, really, but I just wanted my contacts without inconvenience to others and me.

Then I remembered the Lord (which, by the way, is always a good thing to do). So I prayed. I prayed either that I’d somehow bump into the FedEx guy coming to try a re-delivery, or I’d find someone willing to chauffeur me to South 3rd St.

Yesterday afternoon, I returned home and noted that there was no “we missed you” door tag on the outside door, so I thought the re-delivery hadn’t been made yet. Then I walked inside and saw a box propped up against my apartment door – my contacts! On top of the container was a dutifully filled out door tag with an X by the box that said “we could not deliver your package because a signature is required.” Yet there it was, delivered. I don’t know how, but it was.

I just had to smile and thank the Lord for his provision, and for answering my “little detail” prayer in such an unexpected way.

Get your flippers ready

Day 106

Wanna have some fun? Go to Google Maps and look up driving directions from Chicago to London, England. Or L.A. to Warsaw, Poland. Or Paris, TX to Paris, France. You’ll actually get them.

Good luck with your travels, though.

Onward.

Spiritual Vitamins for Believers, Part 11:

  1. I died to sin (Rom. 6:2).
  2. My “old man” was crucified with Christ (Rom. 6:6).
  3. I have been crucified with Christ (Gal. 2:20).
  4. I have crucified the flesh with its affections and lusts (Gal. 5:24).
  5. I am alive unto God (Rom. 6:11,13; Gal. 2:19,20).
  6. Christ is my life (Phil. 1:21; Col. 3:4).
  7. I can walk in newness of life (Rom. 6:4).
  8. I can serve in newness of spirit (Rom. 7:6).
  9. I can live unto righteousness (1 Pet. 2:24).
  10. I died to the law (Rom. 7:4; Gal. 2:19).

Hope springs eternal

Day 107

Besides the first day of spring, this is probably my favorite “lesser” holiday. On this day, the games count. On this day, I am always certain the Phillies will begin their march to their first World Series championship since they won it three weeks before I was born back in ’80. On this day, “next year” is finally here.

In honor of Opening Day, I present a family tradition. My grandpa, my mom, my sister, and I have all memorized Ernest Lawrence Thayer’s classic poem “Casey at the Bat”. What better way to celebrate the beginning of a new baseball season than with a tale that encompasses the great range of emotions inspired by the game? It’s got it all: the hope, joy, anger, frustration, and of course the inevitable disappointment that is absolutely intrinsic to baseball. Bart Giamatti said it best when he wrote: “It breaks your heart. It’s designed to break your heart.” 

But we keep coming back for more.

Casey at the Bat

The outlook wasn’t brilliant for the Mudville nine that day;
The score stood four to two, with but one inning left to play,
And then when Cooney died at first, and Barrows did the same,
A pall-like silence fell upon the patrons of the game.

A straggling few got up to go in deep despair. The rest
Clung to that hope which springs eternal in the human breast;
They thought, “If only Casey could but get a whack at that.
We’d put up even money now, with Casey at the bat.”

But Flynn preceded Casey, as did also Jimmy Blake,
But the former was a lulu, while the latter was a cake;
So upon that stricken multitude grim melancholy sat;
For there seemed but little chance of Casey getting to the bat.

But Flynn let drive a single, to the wonderment of all,
And Blake, the much despised, tore the cover off the ball;
And when the dust had lifted, and men saw what had occurred,
There was Jimmy safe at second and Flynn a-hugging third.

Then from five thousand throats and more there rose a lusty yell;
It rumbled through the valley, it rattled in the dell;
It pounded on the mountain and recoiled upon the flat,
For Casey, mighty Casey, was advancing to the bat.

There was ease in Casey’s manner as he stepped into his place;
There was pride in Casey’s bearing and a smile lit Casey’s face.
And when, responding to the cheers, he lightly doffed his hat,
No stranger in the crowd could doubt ’twas Casey at the bat.

Ten thousand eyes were on him as he rubbed his hands with dirt.
Five thousand tongues applauded when he wiped them on his shirt.
Then while the writhing pitcher ground the ball into his hip,
Defiance flashed in Casey’s eye, a sneer curled Casey’s lip.

And now the leather-covered sphere came hurtling through the air,
And Casey stood a-watching it in haughty grandeur there.
Close by the sturdy batsman the ball unheeded sped.
“That ain’t my style,” said Casey. “Strike one!” the umpire said.

From the benches, black with people, there rose a muffled roar,
Like the beating of the storm-waves on a stern and distant shore;
“Kill him! Kill the umpire!” shouted some one on the stand;
And it’s likely they’d have killed him had not Casey raised his hand.

With a smile of Christian charity great Casey’s visage shone;
He stilled the rising tumult; he bade the game go on;
He signaled to the pitcher, and once more the dun sphere flew;
But Casey still ignored it, and the umpire said “Strike two!”

“Fraud!” cried the maddened thousands, and echo answered “Fraud!”
But one scornful look from Casey and the audience was awed.
They saw his face grow stern and cold, they saw his muscles strain,
And they knew that Casey would not let that ball go by again.

The sneer has fled from Casey’s lip, his teeth are clenched in hate;
He pounds with cruel violence his bat upon the plate.
And now the pitcher holds the ball, and now he lets it go,
And now the air is shattered by the force of Casey’s blow.

Oh, somewhere in this favored land the sun is shining bright,
The band is playing somewhere, and somewhere hearts are light,
Somewhere men are laughing, and little children shout;
But there is no joy in Mudville; mighty Casey has struck out.

Play ball! And go Phils!

Onward.

Spiritual Vitamins for Believers, Part 10:

  1. I am a member of His body (1 Cor. 10:17; 12:27; Eph. 3:6; 4:25; 5:30).
  2. I am a stone in His building (Eph. 2:20-22; Heb. 3:6; 1 Pet. 2:5).
  3. I am a branch in the Vine (John 15:1-7).
  4. I am a child of the kingdom (Matt. 13:38; compare Mark 10:14-15).
  5. I am born again into His family (John 1:12-13; James 1:18; 1 Pet. 1:3,23; 2:2; 1 John 5:1).
  6. I am one of God’s people because He graciously claims me as His own (1 Pet. 2:10; Rev. 21:7).
  7. I am a fellow citizen with the saints (Eph. 2:19).
  8. I was baptized into Jesus Christ (Rom. 6:3; Gal. 3:27).
  9. I was identified with Christ in His death (Rom. 6:3-6,8-11; 2 Cor. 5:14; Col. 2:12,20; 3:3).
  10. I was identified with Christ in His resurrection (Rom. 6:5,8,11; 2 Cor. 5:15; Gal. 2:20; Col. 2:12; 3:1).

International Atheists’ Day

Day 108

AKA April Fool’s Day:

“The fool has said in his heart, ‘There is no God.'” (Psalm 14:1).

Don’t be that guy. You will regret it on the coming day when you meet the very One you denied even existed.

Those (very, very few) of you who keep up with this blog may notice the change. I figured new month, new look. The Cheerios make me feel . . . cheery.

I got an email from my brother Pete in Sudan yesterday in which he detailed his battles with various parasites (e.g. hookworm). And when I say detailed, I mean detailed. It was not a tale for the weak of stomach.

The funny thing was that as I was reading the letter about his illness (among other experiences), I felt a strange creeping jealousy. Not jealousy about his physical trials, mind you, but an envy about where he was. He’s where I want to be. He’s in Africa. When my thoughts go in that jealous direction, I have to rearrange my thinking and remember that I am right where God wants me (see yesterday’s entry).

I don’t want to live in a world of “what-ifs” and “if-onlys”. I want to live in such a way that I am delighted in what God has chosen for me. I want to live with a satisfied attitude that will match Paul’s heart when he was in chains in a Roman prison. I don’t want to be one who wishes that others’ lives were mine. I want to be who I am, where I am, at this time. Simply put, I want to be content.

1 Timothy 6:6 “Godliness with contentment is great gain.”