Off the top of my brain

Day 95

I can’t imagine being a newspaper columnist, someone who is under a daily deadline and must come up with fresh, witty, and provacative columns that engage thousands of readers. Talk about stress! I have enough trouble writing something half decent for this blog every day. And that’s less than 50 days in a row at this point.

Much of what I write is spur-of-the-moment. I’ll open up the browser to WordPress, stare at the blank white box for a bit, and then begin typing whenever a little seed of an idea takes root.

And, tada! Suddenly a blog entry appears!  

Thanks to those of you who check up on this site regularly. The writing is fun for me: it’s good mind exercise and good discipline. I hope you enjoy reading this blog as much as I (usually, most of the time, almost always, except when I have really bad writer’s block) enjoy writing it.

Onward.

Spiritual Vitamins for Believers, Part 17:

  1. I have a great High Priest (Heb. 2:17-18; 3:1; 4:14-16; 8:1; 10:21).
  2. I have an unfailing Intercessor (Heb. 7:25; 9:24; Rom. 8:34).
  3. I have a righteous Advocate with the Father for times when I sin (1 John 2:1).
  4. I have peace with God (Rom. 5:1).
  5. Christ is my peace (Eph. 2:14).
  6. I have rest for my soul (Matt. 11:28-29; Heb. 4:9).
  7. I am led by the Spirit of God (Rom. 8:14).
  8. I am enabled during trials and temptations (1 Cor. 10:13).
  9. I am given assurance by the Spirit (Rom. 8:16; Heb. 6:18).
  10. I am given comfort by God (2 Cor. 1:3-7).

13 Reasons to Love the Number 13 on Friday the 13th

Day 96

13. Teenage-hood.

12. My name (first & last) has 13 letters in it. So does Robert Redford’s.

11. Millard Fillmore was our 13th president. He once ran as a candidate of the Know Nothing Party. How can you not love a guy like that?

10. In keeping with the presidential theme, today is Thomas Jefferson’s birthday. He was born on a Wednesday in 1743.

9. It’s Butch Cassidy’s birthday, too. He was born on Friday the 13th back in 1866. And we all know how his life turned out.

8. “Houston, we have a problem.” Disaster? Yes. But one that made for a great movie? Yes.

7. My brother Daniel is 13.

6. 13 is a prime number. Go math!

5. Next school year, I’ll have only 13 credits to complete for my master’s degree.

4. 13 original colonies.

3. Triskaidekamania (you really really really love 13) & Triskaidekaphobia (you really really really don’t). Without the number 13, we wouldn’t have such cool words.

2. Sacramento boasts the intersection of 13th St. and 13th Ave.

1. There’s no need to be scared of a number! 2 Timothy 1:7For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind.”

The most surreal day I have ever lived. Or somewhere close to it.

Day 97

11 April 2007. A day that will live in . . .well, let’s put it this way: I’ll remember it.

Yesterday, my day started out like this at 4 AM (note especially call number eight):

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It progessed to this:

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and this:

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And ended with this:

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I went to bed on Tuesday thinking it’d be a normal Wednesday: full and long, yes, but normal. Then I woke up at 4 AM to a loud crash and banging. A girl upstairs started screaming, “Somebody help me! Somebody please help me!” I scrambled for my phone and called 911 for the first time in my life. I’m glad I’ve reached the age of 26 without having to do that.

It turned out to be a domestic dispute, not a burglar, ala last October. (But that’s a whole nother story.) The police came, things calmed down, and I lay in bed wide awake waiting for my hands to stop shaking and the adrenalin to wash out of my bloodstream. Does adrenalin wash out of your bloodstream? Anyway, I was awake for a long time, but must’ve fallen asleep at some point because I slept right through my alarm and was nearly late for class. I really had to hurry through the falling snow to get there on time.

Oh, and fall the snow did, fast and heavy through the morning and afternoon hours, eventually piling 7 inches on Milwaukee. There’s some sort of unwritten rule that you are supposed to be upset with snow in mid-April, but just look at it. It’s spectacular. I was delighted with the wintry intrusion, to be perfectly honest. ‘Course, I don’t have to be driving anywhere; that colors my perspective a bit.

When I hiked my way home for lunch, I found I had a phone message from Pastor informing me that the Wednesday night service was cancelled due to the uncertain weather. I figured I could stay home, catch some of the Brewers’ game, do some studying for my voice disorders test. A cozy snowbound evening, perfect for this time of year . . . hmm.

A little later, I checked my email. One of my supervisors had sent an email to a bunch of us saying she had an extra ticket to the Angels-Indians game (baseball, in case you, you know, didn’t know) at 6:05 PM. So much for the quiet evening poring over notes on dysphonia while listening to the Brewers. I didn’t think twice. “I’d LOVE to go!” I shot back in an email.

Side note: For those of you who are wondering what in the world the Cleveland Indians and L.A. Angels are doing playing a game in Milwaukee, it’s pretty simple. Cleveland plays in a baseball stadium with no roof. It snowed in Cleveland. A lot. They had to cancel four games. The snow wouldn’t leave. They had to play. The Brewers who are from Milwaukee play at home in Miller Park, which has a roof. The Brewers were playing the Marlins down in Florida. The Indians needed a place to play. Miller Park is empty for a few days. So . . . the Indians and the Angels came to Milwaukee for a three game series. Cleveland decided to bring their snow with them. That didn’t matter. You see, we have a roof.

Tickets were $10 for everywhere. We sat in the 2nd level, which was pretty amazing. And for this one night, I was unashamedly an Indians’ fan, as were the majority of the 16,375 other undeterred-by-a-little-snow people crammed into the two lower levels with me. It was a good-natured crowd, mostly baseball fans out to enjoy this game in a once-in-a-lifetime series. (You tell me, when do you think the next time will be that the Indians will take on the Angels in Milwaukee?) And as if we could forget the biting chill, blowing snow and slush seeping into our shoes, the organist felt compelled to play in cheery baseball style, “Let it Snow” and “Winter Wonderland”.  

Some pictures of the occasion:

First pitch:

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Vladimir Guererro, swinging away:

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Nice li’l crowd:

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The “Milwaukee Indians” lost the game 4-1, but it was quite an adventure.

Truthfully, all of life is an adventure.

Yesterday had a lot of unexpected twists and turns which reminded me of the Author of my life. He comforted me after that scary awakening. He sent an exquisite white snow to coat the trees I pass by on the way to work and school. He orchestrated events so I could go to a special baseball game, which I had REALLY wanted to do, but hadn’t even thought to pray about. And yesterday, I got an email letting me know that he had provided a scholarship that I hadn’t even applied for yet (but desperately needed).

What a wonderful way believers can live – seeing his hand in it all, from 4 AM to 4-1.

And then, she said “hi”.

Day 98

I generally enjoy sessions with my clients here at the MU Speech & Hearing Clinic. With my older clients, I joke around a little. With the younger kids, therapy resembles play, complete with puppets and Candyland or Chutes and Ladders. That’s not to say that it’s not a grind sometimes, that it’s not hard work.

With “Maggie” it’s always hard work. She’s pretty severely cognitively disabled and non-verbal. She is learning to use a device that “talks” for her, i.e. she pushes a specific button to produce a pre-recorded message. Our hour and a half together once a week consists of me drilling her on the different messages on her device. She gets tired. I get tired. It’s not fun, but we’re making progress.

Maggie used to talk. She doesn’t any more. From what I understand, she went through some traumatic experience a while back and just stopped talking. She didn’t utter a sound with the clinician all last semester. I never heard her voice. Until yesterday.

Yesterday, Maggie was doing great. She was smiling and getting some of the more abstract messages correct with little or no cuing. After our little walk break, I decided to try something new. Putting aside her device, I said, “Maggie, can you say ‘hi’?”

She mouthed “hi”. She always frames words with her lips. I was looking for vocal cord vibration. But how to get that across?

“Maggie, can you use your mouth to say ‘hi’?” That was a little nonsensical, but . . .

“Hhhhhhhuuh”. There it was. She had said it. I nearly jumped out of my chair. I asked her to do it again. And again. It was a little rough, but she was saying “hi” on cue. Despite the fact that the effort seemed exhausting, she had the biggest smile on her face. I did too.

It’s a simple word, a throw-away word. We use it all the time and never think twice. But when Maggie said it, “hi” became beautiful.

Onward.

Spiritual Vitamins for Believers, Part 16

  1. Christ has given me an understanding (1 John 5:20).
  2. I have the righteousness of Christ (2 Cor. 5:21).
  3. I have all sufficiency in all things (2 Cor. 9:8).
  4. I have all things that pertain to life and godliness (2 Pet. 1:3).
  5. I can ever be content for I have Christ (Heb. 13:5).
  6. I have all the armor and weapons I need (2 Cor. 10:4; Eph. 6:10-17).
  7. I have God’s all-sufficient grace (2 Cor. 12:9).
  8. I have grace to help in time of need (Heb. 4:16).
  9. I have God’s power (Eph. 1:19; 3:20).
  10. I have access to the Father (Eph. 2:18; Heb. 4:16).

Not the usual hoopla

Day 99

Hooray – we’ve reached double digits in our countdown!

Last night I watched the Milwaukee Bucks get a good beating (they lost by nearly 30 points) at the hands of the Orlando Magic. It was a basketball game, for those of you who might be no-so-literate regarding sports. It was kind of a yawner of an event, but we got half-price tickets, so I guess we just paid for the first half, which was the one in which the Bucks were actually competitive.

Halftime shows at pro basketball games tend to be loud, annoying, overly-exciting, and/or full of scantily clad women dancing in ways that make me want to contemplate the architectural structure of the Bradley Center rafters for the duration. This is why I was pleasantly surprised with what happened during halftime last night:

Several dozen Army recruits marched out to center court. We were asked to stand in respect. They were sworn in as soldiers. We applauded our appreciation for their service to our country. They threw some t-shirts to the crowd. They marched off. We sat down.

That was it. That was the halftime show. I was slightly stunned. One of my friends described it as sobering. I agree – it reminded me that we are a country at war. There are men and women in Iraq and around the world fighting for our very freedom to enjoy a basketball game in peace and safety.

I am grateful for these newly-minted soldiers. In essence, they are signing up to fight this war for us; a war that is apparently becoming less and less popular by the day. That takes guts and conviction.

So, thank you to all you who have served or are serving in our military. And thank you, Milwaukee Bucks, for a halftime show about something that really matters.

Onward.

Spiritual Vitamins for Believers, Part 15:

  1. Christ has made me free, free indeed (John 8:32-36; Gal. 5:1; 1 Cor. 7:22).
  2. Jesus Christ is my Deliverer (Rom. 7:24-25).
  3. I am free from sin (Rom. 6:7,18,22).
  4. The law of the Spirit of Life has made me free from the law of sin and death (Rom. 8:2).
  5. I am God’s servant or slave (Rom. 6:22).
  6. I am Christ’s servant or slave (1 Cor. 7:22).
  7. I am a servant or slave of righteousness (Rom. 6:18).
  8. I have been called unto liberty (Gal. 5:13).
  9. I have the mind of Christ (1 Cor. 2:16).
  10. I have a sound mind (2 Tim. 1:7).

personal responsibility? Nah . . .

Day 100

Pearls Before Swine is fast becoming one of my favorite comic strips, mostly because of installments like today’s:

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I do miss the daily FoxTrot, though, and I’ve never quite gotten over the loss of Calvin & Hobbes. Sigh.

Onward.

Spiritual Vitamins for Believers, Part 14:

  1. I am faultless in Christ (Eph. 5:27; Col. 1:22; Jude 24).
  2. I am perfected forever (Heb. 10:14).
  3. I am not my own (1 Cor. 6:19).
  4. I am called unto holiness (1 Thess. 4:7).
  5. I am a citizen of heaven (Phil. 3:20).
  6. I am a stranger and pilgrim who is not at home in this world (Heb. 11:13; 1 Pet. 2:11).
  7. I have been translated into the kingdom of the Son of His love (Col. 1:13).
  8. I am circumcised in my heart (Col. 2:11; Phil 3:3; compare Deut. 10:16).
  9. My faithful God will sanctify me wholly (1 Thess. 5:23-24).
  10. My faithful God will keep me from evil (2 Thess. 3:3; 2 Tim. 4:18).

soap bubble beards

Day 101

As today is Resurrection Day, I called home for a little chat. My sister, Emily (in the 1.5 minutes I talked to her), told me about the time when she was babysitting where an episode of dishwashing with the kids eventually led to the creation of soap bubble beards. Remember those? I always loved it when Mom would put them on me or my younger siblings when we were little – I really got a kick out of looking in the mirror at my old man face.

Onward.

Julie & I sang in church again this morning – another song of God’s amazing love for us, with William Rees’ original words slightly altered to fit the occasion of Christ’s GLORIOUS resurrection.

Here is love, vast as the ocean,
Lovingkindness as a flood,
When the Prince of Life, our Ransom,
Shed for us His precious blood.
Who His love will not remember?
Who can cease to sing His praise?
He can never be forgotten,
Throughout Heav’n’s eternal days.

On the mount of crucifixion,
Fountains opened deep and wide;
From the floodgates of God’s mercy
Flowed a vast and gracious tide.
Grace and love, like mighty rivers,
Poured incessant from above,
And Heav’n’s peace and perfect justice
Kissed a guilty world in love.

On the third day Christ arose/He had conquered death and sin/And he gives eternal life/To all those who trust in him/He alone will be my glory/Nothing in the world I see/He has cleansed and sanctified me/He alone has set me free.

Christ is risen! 

peanut stew

Day 102

I visited Africa for a couple hours last night with a classmate and her family. It was lovely to find a homey place at The African Hut in downtown Milwaukee, away from this wintry intrusion into early spring. Our waiter was apparently also the owner; a laid-back Nigerian whose English twirled gracefully from his lips as he told us what we would like to eat if our original choice seemed unsuitable.

My dish took me back to a meal I’d eaten in Uganda: the tasty rice, the thick savory peanuty gravy, the tender chicken. OK, the chicken last night was a lot more tender.

The service was slow, the atmosphere relaxed and inordinately hospitable by American standards. We even received a free dessert to share, brought out with a cheery “Happy Easter!”

The first step outside afterwards reminded me of where I really was, but for those couple of hours, it sure felt like Africa. 

It sure felt like home.

Onward.

Spiritual Vitamins for Believers, Part 13

  1. My inward man is being renewed day by day (2 Cor. 4:16).
  2. I have put on Christ (Gal. 3:27).
  3. I am not of the world (John 17:14,16).
  4. The world is crucified unto me (Gal. 6:14).
  5. I am crucified unto the world (Gal. 6:14).
  6. I am separated unto the gospel of God (Rom. 1:1).
  7. I am set apart and sanctified in Christ Jesus (1 Cor. 1:2; 6:11; Heb. 10:10; Jude 1).
  8. I am holy (Col. 3:12; Heb. 3:1; 1 Pet. 2:9; Rev. 20:6).
  9. I am clothed in His righteousness (Rev. 19:8).
  10. I am a saint (1 Cor. 1:2; Phil. 1:1; Col. 1:2; Rom. 1:7).

The oddness of a break

Day 103

You know when you are on a break, and you get all confused about which day it is? You sleep and wake up at weird times, you lose all sense of normalcy, and the time on the clock never feels right.

Much as I like days off, I can’t handle too many of them in a row. I really do like routine and structure. I like doing things, being busy (in a I-have-enough-to-do-but-I’m-not-overwhelmed-with-craziness kind of busy, which is a busy hard to find). Guess it’s a good thing I don’t have off that often. I work at the library every day of the week, and of course I’ve always got the daily school stuff going on.

So when the library is closed and I don’t have anything really pressing for school or clinic, I feel strange, like there’s something I’m forgetting to do. (That reminds me – I need to pay my credit card bill. Like right now.)

Today was that way. It’s a Friday. Felt like Saturday. I slept in, had a good talk with a friend on the phone, putzed around, watched a movie, did a little homework – I couldn’t help myself. It was nice. I really needed the break.

Still, I’m kinda looking forward to Monday. I got things to do.

Onward.

Spiritual Vitamins for Believers, Part 12:

  1. I am delivered from the law (Rom. 7:6).
  2. I am not under the law but under grace (Rom. 6:14).
  3. I have God’s laws written in my heart (Heb. 10:16).
  4. I am joined to Jesus Christ (Rom. 7:4).
  5. I am a partaker of Christ (Heb. 3:14).
  6. I am identified with Christ in His suffering (2 Tim. 2:12; Phil. 1:29; 1 Pet. 2:20; 4:12-13; 1 Thess. 3:3; Rom. 8:18; Col. 1:24).
  7. The knowledge of God is made known by me (2 Cor. 2:14).
  8. The savor (aroma) of Christ is made known by me (2 Cor. 2:15-16).
  9. I am an epistle of Christ (2 Cor. 3:3).
  10. I am being changed into Christ’s glorious image (2 Cor. 3:18).
  11. I am being perfected (Phil. 1:6).

Irritations and other ribblings

Day 104

Clinician: “When you write all messy, what’s that called?”

Little Client: “You . . . you . . . (pause before lightbulb goes on) you ribble.”

So I guess I’m ribbling. Right now my life feels very ribbly. I’m grouchy. I’m irritated by my co-workers, my clinic responsibilities, and the fact that the group study rooms are locked when they should be open.

Maybe I didn’t get enough sleep last night. Maybe I got up on the wrong side of the bed.Maybe I’m just giving my sin nature the rein it shouldn’t have. I have a feeling that the last option is the correct option. Actually, I know it is. I have a choice – to react in my flesh to what’s going on, or respond in a manner that will be pleasing to the Lord.

Life in this world will never run out of irritations or messy situations. These trials, whatever their size, are opportunities for growth, for relying on the Lord’s strength and not my own. The “ribblings” of life can be a source of true joy as I reflect on the One who solved my biggest problem when he died on the cross and rose again.

James 1:2-4 Consider it all joy, my brethren, when you encounter various trials, knowing that the testing of your faith produces endurance. And let endurance have its perfect result, so that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing. (NAS)

“A blustery day in the hundred acre wood”

Day 105

I heard a meterologist say that this morning, and it is indeed true. It’s 28 degrees, with 30 mph sustained winds, a 14 degree windchill and flurries. Last week we hit 80 degrees. Must be spring in Milwaukee.

Currently I am at work standing beside a man (a very big rugby player man) in a pink bunny suit. . . I’m guessing that’s another sign of spring in Milwaukee?

Onward.

It’s important to remember the Lord is interested in the details of our life. Yes, I know he cares about the big things – occupations, schools, marriage (or lack thereof), places to live, the church we go to, but he also has the hairs of our heads numbered. He cared about mildew in the Old Testament. He cares about the details.

Including contacts.

I really needed new contacts a couple weeks ago. I ordered them up, and because my eyes have such awful astigmatism, they had special order them. Which took a while. Then there was the minor credit card issue. When they finally sent them, they FedExed them overnight, which they thought would make it more convenient for me after the long wait. It wasn’t. I always order stuff to come by USPS because I’m rarely home when FedEx or UPS stops by. And the buzzer in my apartment doesn’t work.

When Monday afternoon rolled around, I was frustrated. My old contacts were bugging me and I had missed the FedEx guy, so now I would have to find someone to drive me over to the FedEx place to pick up my contacts. It wasn’t that big a deal, really, but I just wanted my contacts without inconvenience to others and me.

Then I remembered the Lord (which, by the way, is always a good thing to do). So I prayed. I prayed either that I’d somehow bump into the FedEx guy coming to try a re-delivery, or I’d find someone willing to chauffeur me to South 3rd St.

Yesterday afternoon, I returned home and noted that there was no “we missed you” door tag on the outside door, so I thought the re-delivery hadn’t been made yet. Then I walked inside and saw a box propped up against my apartment door – my contacts! On top of the container was a dutifully filled out door tag with an X by the box that said “we could not deliver your package because a signature is required.” Yet there it was, delivered. I don’t know how, but it was.

I just had to smile and thank the Lord for his provision, and for answering my “little detail” prayer in such an unexpected way.

Get your flippers ready

Day 106

Wanna have some fun? Go to Google Maps and look up driving directions from Chicago to London, England. Or L.A. to Warsaw, Poland. Or Paris, TX to Paris, France. You’ll actually get them.

Good luck with your travels, though.

Onward.

Spiritual Vitamins for Believers, Part 11:

  1. I died to sin (Rom. 6:2).
  2. My “old man” was crucified with Christ (Rom. 6:6).
  3. I have been crucified with Christ (Gal. 2:20).
  4. I have crucified the flesh with its affections and lusts (Gal. 5:24).
  5. I am alive unto God (Rom. 6:11,13; Gal. 2:19,20).
  6. Christ is my life (Phil. 1:21; Col. 3:4).
  7. I can walk in newness of life (Rom. 6:4).
  8. I can serve in newness of spirit (Rom. 7:6).
  9. I can live unto righteousness (1 Pet. 2:24).
  10. I died to the law (Rom. 7:4; Gal. 2:19).

Hope springs eternal

Day 107

Besides the first day of spring, this is probably my favorite “lesser” holiday. On this day, the games count. On this day, I am always certain the Phillies will begin their march to their first World Series championship since they won it three weeks before I was born back in ’80. On this day, “next year” is finally here.

In honor of Opening Day, I present a family tradition. My grandpa, my mom, my sister, and I have all memorized Ernest Lawrence Thayer’s classic poem “Casey at the Bat”. What better way to celebrate the beginning of a new baseball season than with a tale that encompasses the great range of emotions inspired by the game? It’s got it all: the hope, joy, anger, frustration, and of course the inevitable disappointment that is absolutely intrinsic to baseball. Bart Giamatti said it best when he wrote: “It breaks your heart. It’s designed to break your heart.” 

But we keep coming back for more.

Casey at the Bat

The outlook wasn’t brilliant for the Mudville nine that day;
The score stood four to two, with but one inning left to play,
And then when Cooney died at first, and Barrows did the same,
A pall-like silence fell upon the patrons of the game.

A straggling few got up to go in deep despair. The rest
Clung to that hope which springs eternal in the human breast;
They thought, “If only Casey could but get a whack at that.
We’d put up even money now, with Casey at the bat.”

But Flynn preceded Casey, as did also Jimmy Blake,
But the former was a lulu, while the latter was a cake;
So upon that stricken multitude grim melancholy sat;
For there seemed but little chance of Casey getting to the bat.

But Flynn let drive a single, to the wonderment of all,
And Blake, the much despised, tore the cover off the ball;
And when the dust had lifted, and men saw what had occurred,
There was Jimmy safe at second and Flynn a-hugging third.

Then from five thousand throats and more there rose a lusty yell;
It rumbled through the valley, it rattled in the dell;
It pounded on the mountain and recoiled upon the flat,
For Casey, mighty Casey, was advancing to the bat.

There was ease in Casey’s manner as he stepped into his place;
There was pride in Casey’s bearing and a smile lit Casey’s face.
And when, responding to the cheers, he lightly doffed his hat,
No stranger in the crowd could doubt ’twas Casey at the bat.

Ten thousand eyes were on him as he rubbed his hands with dirt.
Five thousand tongues applauded when he wiped them on his shirt.
Then while the writhing pitcher ground the ball into his hip,
Defiance flashed in Casey’s eye, a sneer curled Casey’s lip.

And now the leather-covered sphere came hurtling through the air,
And Casey stood a-watching it in haughty grandeur there.
Close by the sturdy batsman the ball unheeded sped.
“That ain’t my style,” said Casey. “Strike one!” the umpire said.

From the benches, black with people, there rose a muffled roar,
Like the beating of the storm-waves on a stern and distant shore;
“Kill him! Kill the umpire!” shouted some one on the stand;
And it’s likely they’d have killed him had not Casey raised his hand.

With a smile of Christian charity great Casey’s visage shone;
He stilled the rising tumult; he bade the game go on;
He signaled to the pitcher, and once more the dun sphere flew;
But Casey still ignored it, and the umpire said “Strike two!”

“Fraud!” cried the maddened thousands, and echo answered “Fraud!”
But one scornful look from Casey and the audience was awed.
They saw his face grow stern and cold, they saw his muscles strain,
And they knew that Casey would not let that ball go by again.

The sneer has fled from Casey’s lip, his teeth are clenched in hate;
He pounds with cruel violence his bat upon the plate.
And now the pitcher holds the ball, and now he lets it go,
And now the air is shattered by the force of Casey’s blow.

Oh, somewhere in this favored land the sun is shining bright,
The band is playing somewhere, and somewhere hearts are light,
Somewhere men are laughing, and little children shout;
But there is no joy in Mudville; mighty Casey has struck out.

Play ball! And go Phils!

Onward.

Spiritual Vitamins for Believers, Part 10:

  1. I am a member of His body (1 Cor. 10:17; 12:27; Eph. 3:6; 4:25; 5:30).
  2. I am a stone in His building (Eph. 2:20-22; Heb. 3:6; 1 Pet. 2:5).
  3. I am a branch in the Vine (John 15:1-7).
  4. I am a child of the kingdom (Matt. 13:38; compare Mark 10:14-15).
  5. I am born again into His family (John 1:12-13; James 1:18; 1 Pet. 1:3,23; 2:2; 1 John 5:1).
  6. I am one of God’s people because He graciously claims me as His own (1 Pet. 2:10; Rev. 21:7).
  7. I am a fellow citizen with the saints (Eph. 2:19).
  8. I was baptized into Jesus Christ (Rom. 6:3; Gal. 3:27).
  9. I was identified with Christ in His death (Rom. 6:3-6,8-11; 2 Cor. 5:14; Col. 2:12,20; 3:3).
  10. I was identified with Christ in His resurrection (Rom. 6:5,8,11; 2 Cor. 5:15; Gal. 2:20; Col. 2:12; 3:1).

International Atheists’ Day

Day 108

AKA April Fool’s Day:

“The fool has said in his heart, ‘There is no God.'” (Psalm 14:1).

Don’t be that guy. You will regret it on the coming day when you meet the very One you denied even existed.

Those (very, very few) of you who keep up with this blog may notice the change. I figured new month, new look. The Cheerios make me feel . . . cheery.

I got an email from my brother Pete in Sudan yesterday in which he detailed his battles with various parasites (e.g. hookworm). And when I say detailed, I mean detailed. It was not a tale for the weak of stomach.

The funny thing was that as I was reading the letter about his illness (among other experiences), I felt a strange creeping jealousy. Not jealousy about his physical trials, mind you, but an envy about where he was. He’s where I want to be. He’s in Africa. When my thoughts go in that jealous direction, I have to rearrange my thinking and remember that I am right where God wants me (see yesterday’s entry).

I don’t want to live in a world of “what-ifs” and “if-onlys”. I want to live in such a way that I am delighted in what God has chosen for me. I want to live with a satisfied attitude that will match Paul’s heart when he was in chains in a Roman prison. I don’t want to be one who wishes that others’ lives were mine. I want to be who I am, where I am, at this time. Simply put, I want to be content.

1 Timothy 6:6 “Godliness with contentment is great gain.” 

the good moments

Day 109

I’m in my last full semester of classes for my M.S. in speech-language pathology (before a year of clinical placements) and am having more and more of those “Why am I doing this?” and “Do I really want to be doing this for the rest of my life?” moments. These usually occur after bombing out on a neuro test or during a dust dry class on the ins and outs of bureaucracy, the intracacies of Medicare, and laws with names like PL 94-142 , or when I am struggling with finding the appropriate jargon to use while filling out a client report. Paperwork is the bane of my existence.

It’s times like those when my thoughts flirt with dropping out and moving to, oh, I don’t know. Somewhere in the South Pacific where no one cares about what the glossopharyngeal nerve innervates or who should get Medicaid benefits or if you’ve filled out your therapy summary with the correct terminology.  ‘Course, since I tend to be inordinately practical (and very much in debt), those thoughts don’t last long. . .

On the top of my bookcase in my little studio apartment sits a picture from last semester, taken of us clinicians with the kiddos in our early literacy and language program. It’s a cute picture of our bright-eyed 4 and 5 year-olds, but to me it means a whole lot more than just that. Those kids were my first clients; they were the ones who taught me that I would love what I do. Like any children, they could be trantrum-y and snotty (both literally and figuratively), but when they “got” the concepts we worked so hard to teach them, when they threw their arms around me, when I saw their smiles and heard their belly giggles, I forgot about the downside of the job – the paperwork, the hard classes, the long-winded education laws. I just saw the kids.

I saw the good moments.

So, that picture is an encouragement to me. Yes, there is a monotonous side to the work, but what job doesn’t have that? I look at those faces beaming up at me, and I recall the Lord’s leading me. To Milwaukee. To this school. To this profession. And not just to a profession – to a minstry to people for the glory of God.

Phil 3:14 “I press on toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus.” (NAS)

home

Day 110

This is what the view from my hometown of Kijabe, Kenya looks like as I write this entry (thanks to the webcam that updates minute-ly):

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I always loved watching storms move across the valley – there’s a fierce beauty in the sheets of rain and forboding clouds, a magnificient interplay between land and sky. It was truly a blessing to have had this as an “ordinary” part of life.

See for yourself at: http://kijabe.org/cgi-bin/longocam.cgi

Onward.

Spiritual Vitamins for Believers, Part 9:

  1. I am complete in Christ (Col. 2:10).
  2. I am beloved of God (Col. 3:12; 2 Thess. 2:13).
  3. I am disciplined by my Heavenly Father (Heb. 12:6-7).
  4. I am part of that group that Christ is not ashamed to call His “brothers” and “friends” (Heb. 2:11; John 15:14-15).
  5. I am a child of Abraham (Gal. 3:7).
  6. I am Abraham’s seed (Gal. 3:29).
  7. I enjoy the blessing of Abraham (Gal. 3:9).
  8. I am a child of promise (Gal. 4:28,31).
  9. I am a sheep in His flock (Luke 12:32; Heb. 13:20; 1 Pet. 2:25).

While brushing my teeth this morning . . .

Day 111

I noticed my feet. I glanced down, and there they were, as they have been for the past 26+ years, sitting (standing?) unassumingly at the end of my ankles. I stopped brushing and just stared at them staring back at me against their background of gray linoleum.

I usually don’t notice my feet – they are packaged in socks and shoes for most of the day and under my covers at night (or sticking out from the end of my blanket in the dark). To tell the truth, I only pay attention to them when they hurt, like last year when I had a bad bout of tendinitis in both of them at the same time. That was unpleasant.

But this morning they got noticed for no other reason than that they were there. They aren’t particularly good-looking feet, but as I considered them this morning with toothbrush in hand, I realized how amazing they are. They uncomplainingly carry me around campus at the rate of five miles a day. Ever since I started walking at the ripe old age of 22 months, it’s been these two feet that have transported me up and down mountains, along dirt paths and grassy fields and concrete sidewalks in cities and towns and little villages around the world. They have hiked, skipped, run, walked, and stumbled. They have been scratched, bruised, strained, blistered, calloused, impaled with thorns, and one of my ten toes has been broken. Yet they faithfully carry on. Pun very much intended.

In case you can’t tell, today I am very grateful for my feet. Thank you, Lord, for your wonderful design. 

Onward.

Spiritual Vitamins for Believers, Part 8:

  1. I have been called with a holy calling (2 Tim. 1:9).
  2. I am a partaker of the high, heavenly calling (Phil. 3:14; Heb. 3:1).
  3. I have been called out of darkness into His marvelous light (1 Pet. 2:9).
  4. God foreknew me (Rom. 8:29; 1 Pet. 1:2).
  5. God predestined me to be conformed to Christ’s image (Rom. 8:29; Eph. 1:5,11).
  6. I have already been glorified according to God’s mind and purpose (Rom. 8:30).
  7. I am eternally secure in God’s love (Rom. 8:38-39).
  8. I am chosen in Christ (Eph. 1:4; Col. 3:12; 1 Thess. 1:4; 1 Pet. 2:9; Rev. 17:14).
  9. I am complete in Christ (Col. 2:10).

“As Abraham Lincoln said, ‘If you are racist, I will attack you with the North.'”

Day 112

No, he really didn’t say that. Today’s Office (mis)quote by the venerable Mr. Scott is in honor of the 145th anniversary of the Battle of Glorieta Pass, which took place on 28 March 1862 in New Mexico.

Who knew the Civil War stretched all the way to New Mexico? Not me – you learn something new every day.

A total of 4300 troops fought at Glorieta Pass; the losses included 38 Union dead, 36 Confederate dead, and a combined 134 wounded, according to history.com. The Yanks emerged victorious over the invading Rebels, who were driven from New Mexico for good in June of that year.

I never knew about the Battle of Glorieta Pass until today. Still, I’m thankful for those men who fought and died for our freedom in this small battle in a great war.

Onward.

Spiritual Vitamins for Believers, Part 7:

  1. Christ is in me (John 14:20; Col. 1:27; Rom. 8:10; 1 John 4:4).6
  2. The Spirit of God dwells (John 6:56; Gal. 2:20; 1 John 3:24; 4:12-16).
  3. My “earthen vessel” houses a great Treasure (2 Cor. 4:7).
  4. My body is the temple of the Holy Spirit (1 Cor. 6:19).
  5. I have been blessed with the gift and pledge of the Holy Spirit (2 Cor. 1:22; Gal. 4:6; Eph. 1:13-14; 1 Thess. 4:8; Tit. 3:6; 1 John 3:24; 4:13).
  6. I have an anointing from the Holy One (1 John 2:20,27).
  7. I am one of the “called” of Jesus Christ (Rom. 1:6; 8:28-30; Jude 1; Rev. 17:14).
  8. I have been called unto the fellowship of God’s Son (1 Cor. 1:9).
  9. I have been called unto eternal glory (1 Pet. 5:10).

appropriate ordinariness

Day 113

I’ve don’t think I’ve ever been the best at anything I’ve ever done. Not the best student, not the best actress, not the best poet, not the best clinician, not anybody’s best friend. I have done all right in school (going on 19 years of schooling now – I’m about ready to be done), I love acting and writing, I enjoy working with people in clinic, I have several very close friends. Still, I really don’t stand out in a crowd. I’m pretty normal. And you know what? I like that. I have a niche in ordinariness.

The danger of being ordinary though, is that one is easily fooled into wallowing in mediocrity. I can put my life on cruise control and just slide along. That’s not good. I can glorify God in my appropriate ordinariness. I will not bring him glory when I am merely mediocre.

Onward.

Spiritual Vitamins for Believers, Part 6:

  1. I am to the praise of His glory (Eph. 1:6,12).
  2. I am light in the Lord (Eph. 5:8).
  3. I am a child of light (Eph. 5:8; 1 Thess. 5:5).
  4. I am a “peculiar person,” even God’s special, purchased possession (Tit. 2:14; 1 Pet.2:9).
  5. I am a priest who can offer spiritual sacrifices (Heb. 13:15-16; 1 Pet. 2:5,9; Rev. 1:6; 5:10;20:6).
  6. I am a king who will reign (Rev. 1:6; 5:10; 20:6).
  7. I am privileged to have fellowship with the Father and with the Son (1 John 1:3).
  8. I dwell in Christ (John 6:56; 1 John 3:24; 4:13,15,16).
  9. Christ dwells in me (John 6:56; Gal. 2:20; 1 John 3:24; 4:12-16).
  10. I am in Christ (John 14:20; 2 Cor. 5:17).

sweet sweet summertime

Day 114

I love it – we’re barely into spring, and God decides to plunk a couple days of summer down for us. Yesterday was beautiful. Today’s even better. Tomorrow, we’re getting rain and a quick cool-down. But I don’t care.

Right now it’s sunny. It’s 66 degrees at 9 AM. It’s no-jacket weather. It’s a gift from “the Father of lights, with whom there is no variation or shifting shadow”(James 1:7). He is good.

Life is good.

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Spiritual Vitamins for Believers, Part 5:

  1. I am rich because of Christ (2 Cor. 8:9; Rev. 2:9).
  2. I am blessed with every spiritual blessing (Eph. 1:3).
  3. I have obtained an inheritance (Eph. 1:11,14; Heb. 1:14; 9:15; 1 Pet. 1:4).
  4. I have been appointed to obtain salvation (1 Thess. 5:9; Heb. 1:14).
  5. I am His inheritance (Eph. 1:18).
  6. I am a partaker of His promise in Christ by the gospel (Eph. 3:6).
  7. I am a new creature (creation) in Christ (2 Cor. 5:17; Eph. 2:10; 4:24; Col. 3:10).
  8. I have been renewed by the Holy Spirit (Tit. 3:5).
  9. I am accepted and highly favored in the Beloved One (Eph. 1:6; cf. Matt. 3:17).
  10. I have been seated in heavenly places with Christ (Eph. 2:6).