Day 17
Reading the book of Numbers is overall a very unpleasant experience. You know what’s going to happen, and you know it’s not good. Yet you can’t stop it: the Israelites keep murmuring, keep rebelling, keep rejecting God’s graciousness, until his judgment against their unbelief strikes, and the first generation out of Egypt is denied entrance to the Promised Land.
I felt like I was cringing all the way to the end of chapter 14, where they do this (then I just felt like yelling, “you IDIOTS!”):
“And they rose early in the morning and went up to the heights of the hill country, saying, “Here we are. We will go up to the place that the Lord has promised, for we have sinned.” But Moses said, “Why now are you transgressing the command of the Lord, when that will not succeed? Do not go up, for the Lord is not among you, lest you be struck down before your enemies. For there the Amalekites and the Canaanites are facing you, and you shall fall by the sword. Because you have turned back from following the Lord, the Lord will not be with you.” But they presumed to go up to the heights of the hill country, although neither the ark of the covenant of the Lord nor Moses departed out of the camp. Then the Amalekites and the Canaanites who lived in that hill country came down and defeated them and pursued them, even to Hormah.”
Lesson: Refusing to do what God commands when he commands it and how he commands it, then trying to do it without his blessing in my own time and own way will only result in disaster.
The scariest part of Numbers? Seeing too much of me in the discontented people of Israel.